tag thing

saya di tag oleh Ziana. dulu kak red pun pnah tag cmni gak. tp takpe, ni yg latest k? mari tgk ape ada dlm beg ini.

ini beg saya. currently beg ini dijadikan beg seharian pegi ke mana saja.

ini barang yang currently ada dlm beg saya. tak byk la mcm ziana punye. hehehe

ini purse saye. saya dah pakai purse ni lebey kurang 3 taun. saya sedang memikirkan utk membeli purse yang baru *winks*

ic, license and matrix card. these 4 cards are very very important.

hala, kite tade yg swipe2 mcm ziana. kite ade ni je. sume dlm bank je ade. tade yg swipe2 hehehe

all the point cards. saje je wat sume2 ni. ye la, secara tidak sengaja kumpul point. ye tak? huhu

ni call cards ke, info cards ke, redemption card pun ade. yg paling penting yg kad kaler putih tu. apek workshop tu kata dimana saje kete rosak, dia akan dtg. hahaha jaminan tu.

ni gamba yg ade dlm purse. nape tade gamba mak abah ek? ntah. yg gamba budak tu gamba saye mase mude2 dulu. yg bertudung tu leely. yg rambut panjang itu nadia. yg atas tu gamba geng saye mase skolah2 dulu. gamba bawah belah kiri ni is a sticker actually with sarip, leely and nadia.

overall, ni hah yg dlm purse. duit ade la sket2. lagi satu tabiat kan ske simpan receipt. kdg2 dah tak leh nak tutup purse tu. baru la tehegeh nak buang. huhu

hah acara paling best ni la masenye. saya nak tag :

1. Cleo
2. Haneem
3. Nawwar Izyan
4. Kak Meen
5. Kak Anne
6. Farah

p/s kalo ade sape rajin bleh juge cube buat tag ni ek. mekaseh.

Went to Melaka

yesterday we went to Melaka again. temankan sarip p daftar kat Uitm Melaka. kami bertolak dari umah kul 7.30am. kene p awal sbb kan jumaat.

sampai je bandar melaka dah nampak bas ni. mmg makan ati tgk. sbb teringin mau naik. tp tatau dia naik dari mana.




lepas je si sarip daftar kat uitm setelah lama kami nunggu kat kedai makan depan uitm. p plak nengok umah sewa si sarip. hadoi letey naik tangga 4 tingkat. semput! dah sebulan setengah tak naik tangga kat uitm shah alam tu. lepak jam kat umah dia. dia nak saling baju kurung nye.

mari jalan2 sekitar melaka. ni la jdnye bile dulu kekecik tak heran nengok sejarah2 ni. skang sebok dok snap2 dlm kete. hahahaha

hah tgk tu. nampak lagi bas ni mase on the way p datarang pahlawan. sarip kata dataran pahlawan ni shopping complex baru. hadoi. makan ati btol.




logic ke sarip kata datarang pahlawan mall ni tade parking kete. kene park luar2 je. masalahnye nak park luar deme tade tempat bayar parking cm tetempat kite. kene beli kat kekedai terpilih pastu gores2. hah mcm n9 gak. kan payah? tp pusing punye pusing jumpe dah basement parking dia.

ooops! dlm dataran pahlawan tak dan dah amik gamba. jalan2 je. tp muka sume pun dah lembik je. wahahaha dah tak larat dah.

around 5pm, we went home. sarip penat then i have to drive lepas kuar ke highway. overall, i pegi bandar melaka ni i noticed org bwk kete sume agak selfish. sorry to say la kan. manners tade la.

mari beratur

at the Post Office, Shah Alam for sesi membayar bills.

nape pegi jauh2 sampai ke Shah Alam? sbb mom used to work here b4 dia VSS. so dia mcm rindu nak tgk tempat ni la. itu ini dia komen tgk tempat ni. siap plak dia suh i tny kat kakak kaunter tu sape bos skang bagai. hah tak kose la teman nak nanya. muka kakak ni pun mcm mintak penampa. oops!

saya si admirer

i know it sounds crazy. i suddenly, accidently ter admire kat one guy. everytime i online will find his name to see dia online ke tidak

usually, dia offline when i online. sbb dia keje bagai. so dia tak la online 3-4 pagi cm i. arini saje la sambil daftar subjek kat portal uitm, online la. skali dia online tau

i was so happy! sangat2 la happy since aritu dia blah gitu saje. so i msg dia tny how r u. quite few days tak nampak bagai. dia kata dia demam and selesema. so dgn poyo nye i tny, dah p klinik? dia jwb nak tunggu i bawak. mcm dia tau2 je i tunggu dia kan? hoho

pastu i ckp jauh gilo nak p bawak p klinik. p la carik ubat clarinase kat farmasi. cpat ilang selesema. dia kata tanak. tros diam sampai la skang.

ntah nape. he not even say good bye pun. lagi worst dari aritu ckp away tetibe. hadoi. saya tak luv dia. tp saya admire dia. saya tak sayang dia. tp saya kalo bole nak tgk dia online hari2. saya hanya mahu dia.

on christmas day

nothing to do since dah bangun lewat. tlg mak masak dulu (sesi amik ati) btw, actually i got invitation to kenduri today at 12pm onwards, planning to go. but since bangun lewat and i takot mau ckp ngan mak nak kuar lg. ye la mood mak tgh moody. sorry dear for not coming to ur kenduri. i did it again =(

and since duk umah je, ujan pun lebat gilo, time ni la nak catch up some movie kat tv. layan Kimore Lee Simmons nye stories on channel E!, layan Mission Impossible 3 kat HBO. Layan Harry Porter and The Goblet of Fire pastu. (naseb takde kuar Service Currently Not Available) mau dibakar astro tu kang

malam plak went out. i know mak will bebel2 pasal smalam. tambah2 anak dara dia ni nak kuar lg. but yg ni i have to. dah janji about a week ago ngan kwn nak suh formatkan lappy ni.

lepak kat kedai nama Yaaho Corner. hahaha familiar tak? ye la poyo2 maco Yahoo! je kan? siap font and kaler sebijik mcm Yahoo! lantak ah. dah org nak format kan pun dah kire ok kan? FOC lagik. sape mau bagik?




kedai makan ni ala ala buat mcm kampung. tempat duduk dah rupe pangkin dah. nyamuk? jgn cite la kan since dia nak wat ala ala kampung. siap ade mcm dlm rumah kg bagai. dlm kedai tu ade jalan mcm jambatan kayu bagai. klaka je





bes nye kedai itu menawarkan wifi yg terpantas pnah ku jumpe compared to mana mana kedai yang lain. two thumbs up!

p/s tengkiu abg tukang format lappy! saya dah leh tgk greys anatomy =)

christmas eve

honestly, ive got no plan for christmas eve. i was at home watching tv and suddenly my pak andak called and asked me out. i asked my mom. mak kata suh tny abah. i asked my abah, dia kata tapayah la. dah lewat. i called my uncle back utk ckp abah tak bg and suddenly mereka sume dah ade depan umah. abah cant do anything.

im hoping abah kata kenot to them. but bese la, typical abah, susah ckp tidak pd org. i was excited a bit. but byk lg rase serba salah nak pegi since abah dah kata tapayah at 1st.

memula pakcik and pak andak tak ckp lak nak p mana. they asked me to drive my car. so there will be 2 cars. me with my 2 cousins. rupenye p bukit bintang diorang nak urut2 ni. sampai sana, never thought yg christmas eve pun dah mcm new year eve.

ive been there b4 for new year eve. sume main spray buih tu. everybody spraying to each other even kite tak kenal each other. i decided to buy that stuff since sume uncles aunties dok urut2. i brought along 2 cousins. satu umo 13, satu lg 5.

everybody luv to play with my 5 years old cousin. mereka dok spray kat Ana, yg si Ana ni lak tehegeh nak tekan spray tu gune 2 tangan. last2 sampai pak arab tu tunggu je depan dia bg chance Ana spray. sudahnye Ana nyorok bakang i sbb takot ngan pak arab tu. hehe

we enjoyed spraying each other. spraying back other people. and run everwhere. ade jugak yg bawak pistol air. kalo kene mmg naseb la. its fun though.

it is about 4 in the morning mereka abes urut2 stuff, then straight balik Klang and drop by McDonald kat Andalas. Mari sarapan pagi. time tgh makan ni my mom called. agaknye dia terjaga tgk anak pompan nye tak gak balik. dia siap perli nak tunggu santa claus tido ke baru nak balik. i cant do anything. trust me. serba salah.

around 5.30 i arrived home. uncles aunties sume anta i balik umah sbb diorang tau i takot nak kuar kete kalo dah lewat cmni. i park kete kat luar sbb i balik lewat. ye la, dlm umah tu hanya mampu letak 2 kete je.

balik je tros mandi.tak shampoo rambut pun even rambut dah keras kan main. set jam kul 10. bajet nak bangun pagi la utk sesi amik ati bonda. skali kul 2.30 baru tejaga, hamik ko! mmg la mak muka masam arini. im sorry mak!

sehari sebelum xmas

aktiviti ini dijalankan pada waktu siang sehari sebelum krismas bersama sidah. hari isnin adelah hari ramai org kat bank kan? beliau pula terhegeh hegeh baru nak bayar yuran uitm. since dia hanya dpt ptptn sebanyak rm500 satu semester, yuran beliau tidak dipotong tros melalui ptptn.

hadoi penat nunggu ni. dlm bank ni dah mcm kedai vincci kat mana2 mall. tau la vincci kan dah mcm pasar borong. hahaha

sudahnye, pasan tak si sidah ni pegi kaunter ni dgn bukan no giliran dia? no giliran dia seperti yg diatas. tp dlm gamba tu dia pegi slamber ngaku tu no dia. sbb after 4pm banyak no yg tade org. pelik btol org yg amik no tp tanak tunggu dah buang no begitu saje. nape tak letak je tepi amik no tu. kan senang kami2 yg dtg ni amik je? hiks!

frust!

<***> jap ek
[nazla] okie
<***> nak belaja buat graphic sket
[nazla] owh

after about 10 minutes waiting

[nazla] lama nye?
<***> aha
<***> busy sket
[nazla] so u wont be able to chat?
<***> i guess so
[nazla]ok then.

no reply.


he dun even says good bye or good nite. he left me with away message:

*** is away: I've no regrets. I was sincere in everything I said

kaunseling bersama saya

i went to lepak2 with some friends tonight. dari kul 6.30 sampai la kul 9.30 baru la beredar dari Pak Li.

pastu anta la kawan laki ni. sampai je depan umah laki ni, layan plak tgk video klip inul dlm kete. layan abes! pastu, kawan pompan ni anta la i balik umah. skali dia ngadu. dia dlm dilema la sket

currently dia ade relationship ngan satu mamat ni. dah 3 taun dah. memula laki ni bagus. to pd pendapat i la. but cume dulu dia tak sedia nak kenalkan si pompan ni pd kawan2 dia, family dia bagai. dia tak kisah sgt si pompan ni kuar ngan sape, berkawan ngan sape.

tp since pompan ni sambung blaja, bese la kan. sesapa pun bile dah cube sesuatu yg baru, dpt kawan baru, bukak mata, bukak minda, bukak fikiran. so pompan ni berkawan baik la ngan satu laki lain. pompan ni layan baik la si polan ni due to his kindness kan?

skali si polan ni suke plak kat pompan ni. sampai pompan ni rase telebey lebey lak si polan ni care about her. dia suke kawan ngan si polan ni. tp bukan nak jd bopren pun sbb dia dah nampak si polan ini akan spoil pompan ni ngan harta. ape saje pompan ni kata lawa, esok luse dpt la menatang tu.

dan bermula la cerita nye sang bopren terasa tercabar. jeles. dan terhina gamaknye. baru la tehegeh hegeh nak kenalkan pd family, pd kawan2. sang pompan ni dah cube berkawan ngan kawan2 sang bopren. tp kwn2 sang bopren ni canggeh manggeh. takes time juga la pompan ni nak beramah mesra.

sampai la satu tahap jeles si bopren sampai dia ckp dia dah tanak amik tau dah kalo btol si pompan ni masih contact2 ngan si polan td. si pompan ni mcm tersepit la. dia sayang bopren. dia sayang kawan dia. dia harus lakukan sesuatu.

lalu kaunselor bernama nazla membantu. hiks! bg i, she should know what is her priority. if dia stil nak ngan sang bopren, dia harus la memberitahu si polan tiada apa akan berlaku antara dia. and dia harus juge beritahu si bopren dia willing to change tu pun kalo si bopren juge sanggup make changes for their own good. masalahnye skang, sang bopren kata, he will. but tak janji. dia takot nak janji. so i ckp lg ngan si pompan ni. yakinkan si bopren yg anda btol2 dah buat keputusan utk mencube skali lagi bersama dia and mereka akan lalui bersama.

hah nak tau? sedang i menaip kat sini. tibe2 si pompan called. dia kata si polan tu ADA DEPAN UMAH DIA WITH FLOWERS. hahaha aiyo. cmne mau setel? nak tanak dia harus beri masuk sbb si polan datang dari johor. jauuhhhh! and i advised her. u should tell him tonight. tiada tangguh2. untuk kesenangan sume sekali.

sekian.

lembu mode

due to raya korban, mesti dpt daging korban kan? my family tak berminat ngan daging korban actually. since my mom ade high blood pressure. me as well allergic to meat and mutton.

selalunye daging korban akan diberikan kpd mom's officemate. dia sangat suke daging korban. dia kata dia takleh makan daging len selain daging korban. no comment for dat.

last night uncles and unties dtg umah. the brought some daging korban since pakcik wat korban kat kampung. oleh kerana seluruh dlm umah ni tak makan, bg plak kat pak andak. pak andak wat mihun sup tulang. mari serbu umah dia!

makan tak hengat dunia. mak dah ngadu pening. i dah rase nak muntah. oleh kerana teringin nak makan mihun itu, buat tatau je sama rase daging itu. hahaha balun saje. tp pastu dah rase mual2. i made and brought cupcakes to pak andak's house.

dah abes tulang temulang dlm sup tu, dgn slamber je pak andak tambah ngan ayam lak. makan lagik!

sudahnye mak dah surrender kat umah pening kepala. me? puas ati. hahaha


note: ive heard yanie's new song. eh new ke? kind of lagu lama dia but dia nyanyi sorang. previously nyanyi ngan diddy. ive hear from bro mad's blog. its nice. really sounds nice. shes good. im touched.

try comfortable by john mayer pls.

angry mode

pagi ni i was angry with my bro. and i really dun wanna talk about dat anymore. so i went lunch with sarip and leely. then pas kul 2, sepul join sama.

skali sepul bg cadangan. mari tgk wayang! hah ape lg sume kata mari la kan? so halo la nadia. tak sangka plak nadia bawak angkatan tentera umah dia sume.

so kami ade 8 org. cube la nak book thru online. nak select seats. skali connection slow gile. asked la sorang sis ni bantu book kan. padahal dia tgh keje tu. pun tak leh gak. so gamble la pegi

sampai2 je tros beli 8 tiket. 6 for students and 2 for kids. penat gak la kakak tgv tu nak tulis nama dlm borang tu. hoho.

we watched alvin and the chipmunks. best la gak. tp jauh dari my expectation la. siyesly jauhhh. and satu lagi. i dun mind if parents slalu bawak anak2 tgk cite cmni.tp takkan sampai bawak baby masuk? baby nak tgk ke? dah nanges lak tak benti2. rase nak halau je pun ade

bukan niat nak being selfish but ape point bawak baby masuk cinema? dah la bunyi baby ni tak benti2 nanges. ade lak sang adik badik gado2 dlm cinema tu. yg duduk blakang i lg la, agaknye dia resdung. skali dia tarik hingus rase mcm dia telan sume kahak. yerkkk! annoying gile.

pas abes cite tu, ingat nak tros balik. skali nampak giodarno wat sale only for 6 hours. so deme pun serbu la kedai tu. tp sempat gak snap2 gambo. mcm gamba kat bawah ni sbeno nengah nunggu nadia tak gak kuar2 dari giodarno. sepul, sarip and leely.

ni mase sarip ngan sepul lak serbu masuk. adoi org mcm sardin dah

hah kata pun masuk back to school. ruang legar kat ground floor ni mcm2 jual. jgn kata bebudak. kami pun excited tau. haha

the brown shirt is nadia and her sister sebelah itu. sebok nak carik pencil case kaler pink. ye la mereka obses ngan pink

sempat lg posing kat dpan vincci. ade gak sepasang dua yg i berkenan. nnt la dulu ek? saba

hah dah lepas jalan2, kami pulang. kami dpt duk blakang. yey! sepul jd driver arini. hahaha biakan org yg baru dpt lesen duduk depan dedua itu.

kalo nak tau, sepul ni bwk kete muke siyes gile. tp nak laju je. tak padan baru dpt lesen. hah tp utk kami slamber je. bukan slalu dpt duk blakang. hehe hati2 tau abg sepul muahaha

lastly akan ku simpan tiket wayang ni as usual. overall kalo saje2 buang mase, sile la tgk alvin and the chipmunks.

sekian

would like

i would like to tell u everything or anything happen in my daily life. for these several days, i just feeling lazy to type. to express is another issue but i dunno whether is it appropriate or not to mention here. hmm.

kdg2 rasa i am more to merepek dari ckp facts here. i am more to merungut rather than do good things.

so nanti la ek. but i do have some fun these days. my nadia cooked macaroni for us. it was luvly. finally i had time to continue my routine watching greys anatomy. i helped my mom kat dapur for aidiladha. i made some little tiny cupcakes for my aunties and uncles.

i went to mak, abah's kampung as usual. i got duit raya from my momma. tak banyak but its still i appreciate it.

and hey, what does we need to be a very very super bestfriend to other people? mcm mana kita nak tau yg kite ni mmg besfren dia? adekah mesti

• dia tak rahsiakan pape dari kite?
• dah kenal lama. or maybe grew with together?
• dia percaya kat kite?
• kite percaya dia 100%?
• jujur antara satu sama lain?
• kite ckp 'eh awak la kwn baik saya'

pening pk. help me

with humble

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

with much luv

streamyx sucks!

hadoi. what happen to streamyx these several days. asyik disconnect je. dunno why. tengah syok2 berym, surfing2 skali disconnect. kacau mood btol.

anyway, i started to watch greys anatomy for season 3 just now. baru 1st cd. no moOd nak tgk 2nd cd or whatever because i have to wake up early tomorrow morning. bese la sesi mengambil hati bonda tercinta.

this evening i went to watch movies with Leely. we went to JJ Bukit Raja and watched 2 movies today. senang skaligus. tayah p banyak2 kali. the reason nape hanya pegi ngan leely? sbb others are not available. do this and that. people have other commitment aite? tu je alasan yang i leh pk utk reason why kwn2 len takleh join sama. enough of that.no comment

i watched Echanted (actually jeles bile kak anne ckp psl McDreamy) and i watched I Am Legend. luckily for both of us dat ive made a reservation for both movies and we watched I Am Legend first. it was a serious movie act by Will Smith. I wish and pray to God, those things happened in dat film never ever happen in reality. Hard to imagine if those things happen here.

Then we watched Echanted. I will say dat it was fun. I enjoyed this film because those fantasies, those singing and dancing and last but not least ade Dr Sheperd *winks*. i luv Gisselle costumes, i luv singing and dancing and I LOVE PATRICK DEMPSEY hahaha. and the part when Gisselle panggey kwn2 menatang dia suruh kemaskan rumah tu, bleh tak digune pakai kat umah i? LOL. easier kan? hahaha

coming soon i would like to watch National Treasure 2, kpd org yg tatau ape cite nye. pelakon nye is Nicolas Cage as librarian tak silap. jaga baraang2 lama.mesti best!

and to all Grey's Anatomy fans, Katherin Heigl aka Dr Izzie Stevens berlakon dalam satu film yg akan come out soon. tajuk cite 27 Dresses. cant wait!

siyesly i need to go to sleep rite now and dreaming about McDreamy. Much Love, MwahX

tagged

hello. tagged from kak meen ni. sile refer dibawah. huhu



1) Name of a person who made you laugh last night?
siti & ana. both of them are my cousins

2) What were you doing at 0800?
still sleeping.

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
reading other people blog.

4) What happened to you in 2006?
biggest achievement on dat time was grad diploma in accountancy

5) What was the last thing you said out loud?
ye!! to my momma

6) How many beverages did you have today?
plain water, f&n strawberry and teh o ais.

7) What colour is your hairbrush?
pink color

8) What was the last thing you paid for?
kfc nyum2.

9) Where were you last night?
uncle's home b4 going home

10) What colour is your front door?
dark chocolate

11) Where do you keep your change?
wallet, tabung, laci, atas meja, dlm poket suar. everywhere

12) What's the weather like today?
tak ujan. bese2 je

13) What's the best ice-cream flavour?
vanilla, chocolate and yam. yummy!

14) What excites you?
blogging, food, movies, shopping complex, donuts, mekdi haha

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
yeah. but maybe end of the month eh year i guess *winks*

16) Are you over the age of 25?
luckily no. ehehe

17) Do you talk a lot?
yeah but it depends to whom

18) Do you watch the O.C?
no. i luv charmed, i luv angel, i luv ghost whisperer and currently in luv with greys anatomy. yeah yeah mesti kata ketinggalan kan?

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
yeah my old irc friend

20) Do you make up your own words?
yeah some words. khulafa i will call as kul. nak buang air i sebot kench. hahah usually i will make them shorter.

21) Are you a jealous person?
yeah but depends

22) Name a friend or friends whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
Afzan, Alan

23) Name a friend or friends whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
Khirza, Kasturi

24) Who's the first person on your received call list?
aiseh. i baru je cleared log hahah

25) What does the last text message you received say
dunno juga coz i dah delete sume inbox. menyemak hahah

26) Do you chew on your straw?
yeah. its a habit to me.

27)Do you have curly hair?
yeah

28) Where's the next place you're going to?
place? bed? hehe

29) Who's the rudest person in your life?
i dont need to put in here aite?

30) What was the last thing you ate?
kfc. nyum2

31) Will you get married in the future?
of course.

32) What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
anak halal. its a good movie though

33) Is there anyone you like right now ?
nope i guess

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
petang td

35) Are you currently depressed?
yeah. a bit

36) Did you cry today?
almost.

37) Why did you answer and post this?
kak meen suruh sbb dia kata since i baru balik vacation haha

38) Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
nawwar, cleo, ziana, sean, hanim. tp kalo ade yg mau buat, dialu alukan =)

busy day

im back! finally, i ade mase utk myself. ala bukan la tade mase cume 2 ari ni ade aktiviti luar. sejak jumaat lagi. remember pakcik yg bought me shoes tu? he asked me for movie. so dari i tgk dia bercinta ngan wife dia, i heret skali my younger cousin. kami tgk Anak Halal dat nite.

honestly, Anak Halal ni sangat la best. tatau la pd org lain. but to me, they taught me a lot. dalam kite mengeluh mengenang nasib kita, ade lg org yg tak bernasib baik dari kita. sampai rase nak menangis bile tgk cite tu. bukan sbb sedih benor pun. cume sedih tetibe compare kan ngan family kite sendiri.

hah ingat balik dari tgk wayang tros pulang? bayangkan tibe2 makcik ajak pegi bukit bintang. dia nak p berurut. haiyo. dari bukit raja pegi bukit bintang. ke situ ke sini ke sana ke sinun, dah dkat kul 5 pagi. bole tak pakcik tanak anta balik umah! dia suh tido umah dia je. haiyo. dah la tade baju ke ape. nak tanak tido la. dgn tak bitau mak nye.

dlm kul 7.30am call abg, suruh amik. tak kire! nak balik gak. ye la satu ari tak mandi. dah balik tros tido sampai la kul 1 pakcik tepon. tau p mana? ajak main golf plak! pegi je la. bukan kene kuar duit pun. lgpun cousin nye besday aritu. alih2 sampai kat padang golf tu ujan lebat. haha tak dpt aku merasa men golf. pakcik pun kempunan la rase kayu yg baru beli semalam.

ive no idea yang kayu golf tu riban2 ek. patot la nama nye sukan elit. tak kisah la, duit dia pun. dah ujan tu, pakcik ajak la p jusco bukit tinggi. nak bagi adiah utk si kecik besday girl tu. beli 2 pasang baju, sepasang kasot, makan kat laksa shack, beli donut kat Apples and Donuts. beli kasot cousin lg sorang. yang paling terkedu tibe2 makcik nak beli UZap? btol ke eja? ala yg kaler ijau ikat kat pinggang ade vibrate2 tu.

balik dari jusco pegi umah cousin nak sambut besday dia. dah makan2 ade ke pakcik ajak pegi uptown! hah yg tu aku surrender. tak kuase aku p sana. kaki dah letey. perot dah kenyang gile. mata dah layu. baik aku kata tanak. sorry la pakcik. saya takmau

balik je umah, sempat tgk tv kejap je. skada2 je. pastu baring atas katil, tros lelap. tade golek2, tade angan2. hanya tido sampai la kul 11 pg td.

finally, i have time to do my laundry, kemas kan bilik, lipat kain, tgk csi marathon and buat cookies. and tidak lupe juga akan ke Giant temankan mak beli barang dapur dlm sesi mengambil hati bonda. *winks*

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hello.

if orang tny i how was my vacation aritu. i akan jwb its great. i mean ade jugak yg tak best but ok la skali skala tuka angin kan?

anyway, i went there with my mom, aunty and 2 cousins. abah ngan abang tak ikot coz diorang have to pegi keje.

apa yang paling dikesalkan, dalam masa 3 hari i went to melaka, abang tak 'cucuk' abah pun. fyi, my abah ade diabetes and dia harus disuntik dgn insulin called insulatard. tetiap malam, i nye duty mmg cucuk abah with 12ml insulin.

so since i dah pegi melaka, abah tak diberi insulin, balik je dari melaka, abah nampak pucat. menggigil, muntah2. as fas as i concern, kalo abah rase muntah2 tu maknanye kuman dah naik ke atas. fyi jugak, abah ada luka kat tapak kaki. dah lama dah. tp tak gak baik2. ye la, org ade diabetes kalo luka mana cpat sembuh. apetah lagi kat tapak kaki.

balik tu tgk kaki abah bengkak semacam. panas je kaki dia. itu jam jugak la suruh abah makan and i inject dia with 15ml insulin. doctor pnah ckp, if nampak mcm dia lain sikit je, suntik with 15ml. lagipun dah 3 ari abah tak kene inject. mana kite nak tau dia makan ape sepanjang kite tade kan?

apa yg i regret sgt, adekah menjadi satu masalah kalo im away. i mean i tade kat umah, org len takleh gantikan? sume dlm umah tau kan? abah mesti diberi insulin. payah ke ek? ke takot? ke mmg tanak amik tau sbb kalo dah tau, nnt kene buat? even mak pun tatau cmne nak cucuk abah.

ok, i paham if kata tak sampai ati. tp sampai ke ati tgk abah cmtu? dah 2 ari i balik ni, abah susah nak tido. kdg2 time2 ni tgk abah tido kat atas sofa kat living room. dia kata takleh tido. kaki tu bisa. kaki tu saket. rase nak muntah. kdg2 dia tido je atas lantai depan tv. tak sampai ati tgk abah cmtu. dia siap pesan, kalo dia tetido kat mana2 jgn kejut. dia susah nak tido pastu.

i feel sorry for abah. oleh kerana itu, td i dah bersuara dlm umah. i tny mak, susah sgt ke org len nak blaja cmne nak cucuk abah? takkan pasal i tade je jd problem plak abah tak diberi ubat? so mak kata bia la dia blaja. malam ni i ajar la dia. bole plak mak kata 'ala tak paham la. adik la buat' .

see, paham ke tak paham tu perkara lain. kalo btol2 nak blaja, kite mesti tny mcm2 kan? atau suh org repeat ajar ke. sampai skang i masih memikirkan. mak ngan abang ni sebenarnye tak sampai ati ke cucuk abah? ke mmg takmau tahu? i really dun mind kalo i mmg kene wat tetiap malam. but how if i tade? how if i tido umah kwn? sedara mara? how if i dah keje nnt?

tatau nak pk cmne dah. takot!

im sorry abah. my fault. harap abah cepat sembuh.

long time no see

balik nye vacation, malam nye nolie ajak p jj. dia nak cari night dress for formal dinner. code dress : kaler musti la itam. tade kaler lain. sopan. extra code nye musti la long dress because dia formally bertudung. diberi peruntukan sebanyak rm300 dari tempat dia praktikal. dia nak pakai jumaat ni. mmg la azab td mencari. hah ade yg kang kejap muat. ade yg tak berapa nak berkenan, ade yg mahal plak. ade yg tah ape2. last2 ade la satu ni yg berkenan. tak la mahal. hah mana gamba baju tu? aiseh tak amik plak. sbb sebok jd juru tata rias. so the long dress dia akan pakai with tight shirt didalam nye yg berlengan panjang. tudung plak kami suggest satin black. heels je lom carik lagik.

pas carik sampai jj dah tutup separuh pintu, kami p mekdi. makan time!!! ye la carik baju mcm p treasure hunt.